Everything in the world reminds me of Jon. This fucking sucks. I just know that I'll never see him or talk to him ever again and I don't know how to get over it. I probably haven't even crossed his mind. He's moved on, why can't I? I just wanted to make him happy. But I guess I'm doing that by being out of his life all together. How many times can I say this shit? It doesn't make any difference.
so i'll just say that i hope no one ever has to feel this way.